2020 In Review

I decided to interview myself as a summary of the podcast this year. The main point? I have so much more to learn. There has been so much wisdom and introspection… and my guests have given me such great energy. Is it any wonder that I’ve actually enjoyed picking up my camera again. I don’t have a prescription answer to the “why” of photography… instead, I think that the inspiration is that the work itself will yield more work! And that really the most important thing isn’t the work at all. It’s the experience and learning to trust and believe in myself. And how I see the world. Through each image. One photography at a time.

Thank you for your support. Share and get these conversations in front of other photographers and creatives alike. And have a great end of 2020. The beginning of 2021 gets us new conversations and new insights, every Friday. It doesn’t look like COVID is going away any time soon… but I have faith that by the end of next year we’ll be starting a new epoch of creativity! Reaping the rewards of all this madness.

John Goldsmith - Mediums, Messages, Meaning

John Goldsmith - Mediums, Messages, Meaning

John Goldsmith is a photographer and chemist originally from Chicago and now living and working in Vancouver BC. His latest venture in art is his print shop The Printmaker Studio. We mix up some great conceptual concoctions about art’s beauty and purpose both to the artist and the presumed audience. Our hypothesis? That art helps to reflect what an individual or even a community experiences

and its purpose is to communicate this experience to a larger audience. In photography the camera has a unique relationship with the world. Does it represent reality? Is it 2 dimensional? Is it even art? Let’s start the conversation learning about John and see if we can get his opinion on what photography is and can be to society at large.

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Chelsea Yang-Smith - Pragmatic Art and Identity - Part 1

Chelsea Yang-Smith - Pragmatic Art and Identity - Part 1

My guest today is Chelsea Yang-Smith. I met Chelsea through the Exposure Studio program and our conversation has given me insight into where she comes from and how she has become a pragmatic commercial photographer and still a champion of the arts! We talk about her experiences in Calgary's professional photography world, her background as a mixed race woman in Calgary, and how all of these experiences helped form her unique perspectives on the art of photography itself.

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Wilmer Aburto - Provocative Representation - Part 1

Wilmer Aburto - Provocative Representation - Part 1

Can art help us deal with the stress and even traumas of our day to day existence? My guest believes so. Wilmer Aburto has been building provocative and challenging statements through photography. He asks why we must rely on a single representation of beauty and strength - and he builds images to demonstrate that once we move outside the norm we can draw on even greater power. He's published books, put on shows, and has had his images displayed as public art. If you're looking to see the diversity and creativity embedded here in Calgary - look no further! Here's the first part of my chat with Wilmer.

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Kaitlin Moerman - Self Portrait of a Lady

Kaitlin Moerman - Self Portrait of a Lady

How does one define their self. It’s a fascinating question that has troubled philosophers and psychologists for many years. With the influx of photography, imagery, and now social media… this has become more complex than ever. My guest today is my friend Kaitlin Moerman. Two years ago she built a life size self-portrait for a photography show on Identity. The catch was that she took that image and displayed it through obscured glass. There’s a metaphor there. Here’s the first part of my chat with Kaitlin. We’ll start with where she comes from and how she approached the subtle art of self searching through self-portraiture.

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Louie Villanueva - Beware of Bad Faith

Louie Villanueva - Beware of Bad Faith

This week I zoom with Louie Villaneuva. Louie is a photographer. And I mean that definitively. As you'll hear, he has committed himself completely to this craft and his passion and dedication shows. He speaks photographically. In this first half we gab a bit about how he got here and what he's looking for. About his love of brutalist architecture. His words. And we start to talk about books. And Spain. And man... we'll have to sit down with him again! I feel like we just barely scratched the surface.
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Tyler Tanner - A View from the Halfpipe

Tyler Tanner - A View from the Halfpipe

This week I had the opportunity to sit down with Tyler Tanner. Tyler is a local skate board fanatic and photographer and we connected over zoom to chat about the relationship between the two; approaches to life that we can learn from both; and generally the process of photography and its impact all around us.
Tyler is a reflection of a genuine and peaceful professional who should be indicative of the skate board community, and our biases around it. They're not a bunch of hooligans with concrete wax! They're people, just like you and me.
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Twinkle Banerjee - Multinational Perspectives

Twinkle Banerjee - Multinational Perspectives

This week I had the opportunity to sit down with Twinkle Banerjee. I was introduced to Twinkle through the Exposure Studio project. As part of a select group of photographers here in Calgary, we have created a new community of creativity. I had not yet come across Twinkle's work but what a great discovery! She's amazing. I think I was inspired to speak to her both as a multi-national woman and, of course, her fascinating recent work of shooting "street" images through a set of binoculars! Genius! 
Our discussion did not disappoint. My aim is always to ask questions about both "why" we take photographs and their impact on the world around us. I want to continue to hone in on a Philosophy around Photography. Have a listen and see if you agree with me. My chat with Twinkle is enlightening. The wisdom of a global experience. Something each of us should have some responsibility to engage with!
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Professor Nick Olkovich

We start off Season 2 with my conversation with an old friend Associate Professor Nick Olkovich. Nick and I went to school together at the University of Toronto. He is not a photographer. He is a philosopher. He is an Assistant Professor and Marie Anne Blondin Chair in Catholic Theology at St. Mark’s College in Vancouver.

I wanted to know his opinion about the use of imagery and iconography in general discussions of faith and knowledge. I think his opinion sheds some interesting insight into our pursuit of photography and its impact on culture. While historically imagery took the form of paintings and iconography - I think the complex evolution of the use of imagery in religious settings informs how they are understood today. To be curt - that they seem to invoke a sense of faith, rather than a discussion of some reason. This can be a powerful tool. One, like any tool, that can be used for good or for naught. And, in our current day, for something more insidious… politics.

Here’s my chat with Nick in 2 parts. Help support the cause, subscribe and take a listen at all the other amassed conversations with image makers! Hopefully, like me, you’ll be inspired to look at photography deeply and spiritually as it is often a reflection, in my opinion, on the human condition more than on human events.


Season 2

So, at least nominally, we begin Season 2. The difference? A little more planning - at least in terms of schedules! So you’ll start seeing posts each week with episodes. Contrary to my previous statement - I have not actually been posting all the episodes so far! So without further ado… here come the already published episodes up to and including the latest interview with Louie Villanueva.

Thank you again for your support! And get in touch with comments, feedback, and help me out with a subscription! Chat with you soon.

Exposure Studio: Rania Matar

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Exposure Studio: Rania Matar

Last night I got to sit and participate in a presentation from Rania Matar. Her work is fascinating and her stories inspiring. She has a lot of press and fame so this post won’t get into a thorough biography or summary of her work. Check her out at her website or instagram. I believe last nights interview will also be on IG live but I’m not sure if it will be archived and accessible moving forward.

What struck me the most was her work as a Lebanese-American immigrant woman, a mother of 4 children, and a photographer interested in portraiture to express these experiences. This alchemic combination would carry her to Lebanon and Palestine to contrast the experiences of young women in different cultures. The stand out moment of the talk for me was when she and her family become trapped in Lebanon and spend several months unable to get back to the States, eventually having to escape through Syria!

The part that shocks me… is that she went back. After this traumatic experience she still felt compelled to continue her work in war torn countries… in fact her next evolving project Ordinary Lives was specifically to return to these war zones and photograph the women and inhabitants in shells of buildings. Jarring images of children playing and exercising in environments inescapably brutal and broken in our Western privilege… and still the children play…

I’ve heard it said before that courage is not the absence of fear. Rather it is the will to act in spite of it. Or something of that nature.

Rania Matar is a fascinating study in courage. Whatever her intent, awareness, or motivations… her story brings to light a reflection for me to ask what I would be courageous about. What I would be willing to work towards - be it a narrative or general life work - that would help me transcend the paralyzing fear I deal with on the day to day!

Again, check her out. She’s definitely google-able.

Thank you again to Exposure Photography Festival, Roscza Foundation, and Calgary Arts Development for including me in this project. This was just the first talk and I’m buzzing!

quick shout out to the fellow members. Amazing group of artists. Can’t wait to keep learning more about them as well!

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Danny Luong: Zen and the Process of Photography

Danny Luong: Zen and the Process of Photography

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I met fellow Exposure Studio member Danny Luong building my first Perspectives Art Show. I don’t remember how. Maybe Alvin. I could fact check that, but obviously too late for that now. Danny’s main focus is documentary or journalistic - he uses different formats and subjects but always seems to focus on his family lineage, stories of immigrants in this country, and the generational experience of, at least right now, asian canadians.

Through our chat I kept hearing this asian perspective in his thinking and my head got stuck between concepts from Taoism and Zen Buddhism. For me, Zen Buddhism is a powerful spiritual influence that helps to moderate my own tendency to overcomplicate things; and by things I mean everything. 

Zen focuses on a practice is knowledge process and there’s great power to the subsequent concept that instead of thinking about an action, one must be present and simply act. Even if by act we mean to sit and not do anything!

Danny brings up walking and meditation and he seems to embody a lot of the practical ideas that circle around Zen Buddhism. Even if he’s at odds with it often. It’s interesting that in acting Zen, there is always a sense of conflict and dialectic. Because in Zen, there’s no single truth. Life is a balancing act between every living and dying thing. Spiritualism is a process towards this sense of balance. Literal study a distraction from it!

“You cannot see the Path, you can only see from it”

- Nanyue Huairang (677–744)

So are we trying to look for the path, or are we looking out from it? I’m probably more the former… this podcast seems to be essentially that. But I think photographers like Danny tend to the latter. Whether he is aware of it or not, just participating in projects like his reflection on his family lineage seem to be actions towards balance, rather than thought experiments trying to label them!

Hope you’re all out there continuation to act the truth rather than think it. And by act… aptly… actuate those shutters people!

Exposure Studio

Exposure Studio

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Exposure Photography Festival has created a new program for local photographers to get access to talks from great artists from local to national to international acclaim! And apparently I got selected to take part! This is the inaugural year and hopefully a project that will both further my own practice as well as connect me to creators the world over.

I don’t know specifically what to expect but I do know that part of my application was a description of this blog and podcast. That my search for the thinking processes behind being a photographer are essential in understanding this medium. Even if putting thoughts and images into words will have its limitations.

At least I know that I’m interested in it! The View Finder project and this new connection.

I’ll update links once I know who’s involved but here’s what I got so far.

Alvin Paringit: Walking and Nietzsche

Alvin Paringit: Walking and Nietzsche

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I sit down (over Zoom) with my good friend Alvin Paringit. We talk photography. Inspiration. And walking. He sends me a link to Bryan Formhals' blog Way of the Walk. Whenever I meet Alvin I always talk about the "why" of photography and he always humours me. He's a great photographer in a purist sense. He loves the process. And however disconnected we've both been lately from the publishing and feedback of public engagement, he's always got a camera in hand. Or at least around a strap or in a bag or somewhere on his body. 
Check out his work. Listen to our conversation. Let me know what your thoughts are on the idea that walking and the pursuit of self-development is at the core of photography. That mimicking great works should only be a step to greater things. We shouldn't hold ourselves back to simply recreating what we think is cool. Let's keep walking and build that next genre or image or moment!

My thought for you, dear reader, is to ask your opinions, of course, but also to be directed to your work that might reflect said opinion. Is photography better never seen? Or does it require an audience, and by relationship, approval? Do you feel that keeping a camera on you inspires you to be out int he world more? Or is it keeping you in a bubble where your interactions are specified as the observer rather than the absolute participant? Is there a difference and can one be better than the other? Finally, do you feel comfortable sharing bad pictures with me? If so, send them over! I’ve been looking to start a “bad picture” challenge - so if I get any response here, we’ll be off to the races. Exposing ourselves, for lack of a better pun.

Curtis Dez: Photographing for yourself

Curtis Dez: Photographing for yourself

Untitled - © Curtis Dez Photography

Untitled - © Curtis Dez Photography

Curtis and I have worked together on photography shows here in Calgary. I had a chance to display his work through my Perspectives YYC venture and he graciously selected one of my works for his inaugural MRU Exposure - Reconciliation show a few years back.

In our conversation Curtis separates himself from definitions and tropes and asks the basic question of whether we should photograph for our “selves” or for “others”. Spoiler alert - he choses to shoot for himself. Photography should be for the artist outlet and solely there; at least if one is to still derive personal pleasure, happiness, and fulfilment from the process. He won’t hear of my proposition of photography playing any negative effect on our culture; rather he puts any bent on photography’s relationship to culture on the photographers themselves.

This, to me, echoes Stoicism. The Stoics believe rational consideration as a way of life. Philosophy is not meant to be a thought experiment but rather a structural guide to a “good” life. They stress the idea of Good as something broad and greater than individual “passions”. Generally speaking, personal wealth, gain, pleasure, etc are seen as categorically “not good”. Aiming for wealth and pleasure in itself can never lead to true happiness. 

What is good or should be aimed at are wisdom, knowledge, courage and moderation.

Happiness then becomes a function of a rational assessment and intention to aim towards natural purpose - virtue. Only in this intentional aim can true happiness be attained. Hence the characterization that stoics do not have fun. But in life this cannot be so black and white. There can be great pleasure in acts that are “virtuous”… for example in exercising, in working, in love and relationships, etc. The measure and moderation of these experiences become important to not swing so far as to lose the ultimate aim of virtue.

A genuinely happy person transcends the trappings of wealth or popularity. The stoic photographer doesn’t need high profile contracts or millions of followers. They derive the value of their art form from the action itself. How it is interpreted or shared is secondary - perhaps even inconsequential. 

He ends with a great anecdote of fatefully reconnecting a woman and her lost father through a displayed portrait in a gallery show. A story that reminds us of unintended consequences and also the powerful communicative medium that photography can be.

Here’s a link to Curtis’s work and to the MRU shows he now curates.

Does photography itself have a relationship to culture? Or is it just a practical process? One that is completely separate and benign. Do we have to separate the role of imagery in our media and our cultural norms and the technology and process itself?

For the readers: send me links and comments to your own portrait work that might reflect your opinion on this.

For the sake of argument: my position is that I agree in art and intent Curtis’s focus on photography needing to remain personal is a path will often lead to greater self-fulfilment. However, I don’t believe photography itself to be absolved of its affect on culture. It’s no coincidence that phtogoraphy’s creation and evolution mirror first the industrial and technological evolution of our past society as well as the proliferation and empowering of politics and fear-mongering.

The power of photographic imagery itself, in my opinion, lends itself to misuse and manipulation. No matter the intent of the photographer in actuating a shutter, the use and contextualization of that image can be and often is “weaponized”. I don’t think that means I think Curtis wrong. In fact, I think we agree on most levels. I’m often considered anxious, suspicious, negative, and pessimistic. In this light, I’ll take the “devil’s advocate” position and stay on course to discover what the experts believe on this subject!

On to the next!

What is a Bad Picture

What is a Bad Picture

What is a bad picture? Is it exposure, grain, geometry, content… Aesthetics is a strange philosophic endeavour. It was once a large focus of philosophical systems… but has waned, particularly after the “rational” revolution of the englightenment and industrialization of humanity. What makes something beautiful, and can that thing be universal? Or is it always a personal question?

For me I have an intuition about beauty. And it evolves. I look at images I captured 5 years ago and sometimes I feel pride. Sometimes I’m shocked about what didn’t make the cut. I can be reflective of the different approaches I might take now. I can also get caught up in the thought that I had better work then, when I was less encumbered by “knowledge”.

In the end, I suppose it doesn’t matter. What matters more is that I continue to find opportunities to take pictures. Bad pictures. A lot of them. The aim of ultimately efficiency and perfection is a pursuit towards madness. I cannot fathom the pursuit of holding a camera and only actuating a shutter when I am utterly convinced that I have captured THE moment.

Particularly with candid, documentary, street, and other impulsive works… this is simply not possible. Human beings are too random. Even moments in architectural and natural photography are dependent on so many different fluctuations and probabilities. Quality of light, weather, dust, animals, reflections, noise… I don’t know. How does one aim to control nature itself?

Studio and commercial photography do their best to create man made and man controlled environments… and even then, how often are professional photographers taking one frame per client.

So my recent aim, pre-COVID, was to take at least 24 bad frames a day. Or at least per trip. It’s a weird thing to do. I do not want the aim to lean too far into my EXPECTATIONS of what make a photograph bad. Instead, I wanted to work to rid myself of the impulse of self doubt and over analysis. To get back to taking pictures intuively, especially since I work in the digital format and frames are (essentially) free!

I’d be a terrible film photographer. HAHAHA

So. Here’s some bad pictures.

Here’s one after selection and post…

Here’s one after selection and post…

Here is an image assembled from sequential frames…

Here is an image assembled from sequential frames…

my best attempt at cleaning up a spider

my best attempt at cleaning up a spider

And now a challenge.

1) can you take bad photographs?

2) can you share them?

3) do you think this speaks to you as a person, photographer, human?

Ok. On to another draft of rambling thoughts.

Esther Cho: Korean; Women; Race; Photography

Esther Cho: Korean; Women; Race; Photography

Know Your Place - Esther Cho Photography

Know Your Place - Esther Cho Photography

In Confucian thinking there are 3 concepts in ethics. Ren - the idea that compassion or love much underpin all ethical decisions. Essentially the ideal that “do unto others as they you would have them do to you” will yield the most just relationships. But of course in practice this is quite complex. Li - the concept of a “right way” and deference to society and obligations. That the greater good of society and family rule over the wishes of the individual. Again an idealistic concept that deference to the authority of a wider goal will ultimately lead to a more just society. And of course, in practice, much more complex than in statement. And finally Wu Lun - The 5 cardinal relationships that tie these together.

  1. Ruler and Subject

  2. Father and Son

  3. Elder and Younger Brother

  4. Husband and Wife

  5. Between Friends

Observation of the obligations between each relationship form a cornerstone of a peaceful society. Unsurprisingly women are not mentioned, other than duty of a wife to her husband - in a society that practiced polygamy. Women, essentially, are not part of this structure. And in its harshest interpretation seem to be thought of more of as property than individual. Confucianism has a dominant influence in Eastern Asian cultures, including Korea’s. Having no room for women in a core belief system has its effects.

I met Esther when she attended a photography show I put on through Perspectives YYC. When she heard I was building a magazine she immediately volunteered to help out and ultimately submitted an incredible and personal reflection on grief and her own identity. It was amazing and, if you can find a copy of the first issue of the Perspectives YYC magazine, you’ll see what I saw: Esther Cho.

Her latest artistic project really caught my eye.. At a glance it struck me as a comment on the Korean female experience: specifically their lower social and caste status. I am sensitive to this being Korean myself. While the use of “caste” is severe, the Neo-confucian structure of Korean culture remains a powerful influence even in modern times. There is a hierarchy in Korean culture; a duty to observe the five cardinal relationships. Rank, gender, age. Young women occupy the lowest priority in a family structure. So I knew I had to speak with her and she graciously lent me some time. Here’s our chat about her work and the influence photography has on both informing her idea of what it is to be a woman and it’s use in expressing that to others.

How has photography influenced your relationship with your culture. Or vice versa: has your culture influenced your photography? Do you have projects or imagery to share?

Send me a comment. Send me an email or a link to your work. Maybe we can talk about it “on air”.

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Is photography telling us, through pictures, what we should aspire to? Is this a dangerous power? Or is photography a benign process and any misguidance in the use of photography the sole responsibility of the medium through which it is presented. For example, in news or advertising or propaganda? As a photographer, should I be conscious of where I stand in this relationship?

What is this all for?

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What is this all for?

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Here is my introduction. My name is David Youn. I’ve been practicing photography since 2013. I bought my first camera (my awesome Olympus OMD EM5) out of a particularly stressful period of my life. Quick context: I was a property field adjuster during the 2013 Calgary Flood. The camera was a survival gift to myself after the misery of that role!

Photography became an outlet and a direction. I could both put my negative energy into something creative and I could also focus and separate time for me in the act of photograph-ing itself. It was not the end of the dark days… sadly my life would continue to deteriorate until I hit my bottom in 2016 and started my road to recovery. The realization that my downward direction was from my own broken perspective was both difficult to comprehend (I’m still working on it on the daily!) but also itself creative and motivational.

It was around this time that I found myself putting my work into the public for the first time. I built this website. I started to search for both learning and paying opportunities. However, my ongoing personality development tempered this direction - it both inspired me to throw myself into incredible adventures while holding me back from committing to some of the compromises that seem inherent in making this a full time, life-supporting profession.

Hence, here in 2020, the birth of this project. I have shown and sold work and created opportunities for other artists to do so. I built Perspectives YYC which ran shows, published a magazine, organized events for local artists, and generally became a community-building exercise. It yielded my first podcast. But with the appearance of fucking epilepsy of all things in late 2018, my continued presence in that project started to wither. And with it, the return of existential thinking and reflection of the whole experience itself.

What is photography and what is its value? A personal and compelling question. One which I am drawn to and suspect there are overarching and general themes. But a question that I know I cannot answer on my own. Nor do I expect universal consensus… in fact, the personal-ness of the question will likely yield not only alternate perspectives but likely conflicting ones. Still… I believe through all of this there may develop interesting themes on the art form itself.

And so… my goal now is to pick at this. Through personal reflection and public discourse. You are reading this and I appreciate your attention. If this is your first post please comment or message me your initial impressions and opinions. If you’ve come here after some of the intended discussions or future posts, please contact me with your criticism! Haha. and your work! If there is anything that will make this experiment work it is audience participation. Let’s chat about photography, its power, and its personal relationship with you.

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